I was wrong about that guy, my father. I did not expect soemthing like this to happen in my life. I first didnt want to go with my mother and father to go back to Europe. I akways thoguht my father was bad person. My father was a good peroson, he does care for us. I regret evryhting. I wish i can go back and fix everyhitng but its too late to fix evryhitng. My father is gone. His death was front of me. I had no words, all i had was tears on my eyes and yea i did gave him kiss. I think i lost the old me. My wildness seemed to fall away. Everyrhting was shocking for me. The quote that support this is ” Pearl, will you kiss me now? you wouldn’t before.will you now?”peral kissed his lips, and her tears fell on her father’s face” ( Hawthorne 123). I wont want to stay here in this town anymore. I want to go some where far and just be my self alone.