Hello!! Everyone it’s me again.. Chillingworth well am back again for another time of hell on Mother Nature… Hahaha!!!. Like I wrote during my last two post I had being to the medical school in order to get a very big revenge on my enemy; Dimmesdale. Hey!!, you all know him, the young( well right now he is getting pretty frayed) Reverend Dimmesdale, the one who slept with my wife( Hester); the whore, cause that what she is, we were never divorced so you guys can really agree with me that she’s till legally married to me.

         Well the main purpose of writing this very hour is to let you all know that I have known their mission and plot against me, the one which they always have late at night in the dark forest( they are planning to running away; “.. Turn to the sea that brought you here. Let it take you away.” (p.g.99). Hahaha!!! They didn’t know I knew about that either, fools they think he thinks he can get away from my revenge so easily, no I don’t think he does.

               I didn’t say anything till they saw me waiting to board the ship that was going to take them to England. You should have seen how disappointed they were when they got the clue from the captain of the ship that a doctor was going to join them on their journey. Just as we were about to leave there was a ceremony taking place in town ( it was the election day) that was when Dimmesdale spoilt all my revenge plan that I have being planning for him since about seven years now.. What a devil he is.. He went and stood at the scaffold when which Hester had once stood seven years ago. He started to confess his sins which made everyone speechless; they couldn’t believe what they were hearing from the young pastor everyone in the town had once thought was a saint. It was unimaginable and very doubtful many people didn’t believe what he said (but those were true). He died later on, on the scaffold after confessing his sins. I was very pissed off, I didn’t know what to do, my revenge in my heart for this man is all vanity. As soon as Dismmesdale died; an incredible change came over Chillingworth. He lost his energy and his power, and he appeared small and shriveled. He died within a year. Without his hate and his mission to destroy Dimmesdale, he had nothing to live for”. (pg. 125).

                  At the end, my ghost later saw that Hester died (after she had done “community service” for her people). She saw buried near her dead lover (Dimmesdale) but a little bit far apart (the reason for that I don’t know). I want to tell you guys that my revenge on Dimmesdale is still being carried out down here in the grave.. so if you guys want to check out how it went and who won please pay homage to the nearest “RED BOX” in your town, and kindly check for; THE SCARLET LETTER 

SEASON 2🙂     . THANKS GUYS FOR YOUR TIME IN READING MY CHARACTER POSTS.. LOVE YOU ARE. PLEASE KINDLY LEAVE A QUESTION OR COMMENT IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING FOR ME….

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I was wrong about that guy, my father. I did not expect soemthing like this to happen in my life. I first didnt want to go with my mother and father to go back to Europe. I akways thoguht my father was bad person. My father was a good peroson, he does care for us. I regret evryhting. I wish i can go back and fix everyhitng but its too late to fix evryhitng. My father is gone. His death was front of me. I had no words, all i had was tears on my eyes and yea i did gave him kiss. I think i lost the old me. My wildness seemed to fall away. Everyrhting was shocking for me. The quote that support this is ” Pearl, will you kiss me now? you wouldn’t before.will you now?”peral kissed his lips, and her tears fell on her father’s face” ( Hawthorne 123). I wont want to stay here in this town anymore. I want to go some where far and just be my self alone.

Chilling Worth’s Diary

                Now the minister is fully aware of my evil intentions toward him. And  I sensed that the reverend no longer regarded me as a trusted friend, but as an enemy. I could find out that Hester and Dimmesdale’s plan to scape. I was in the crowd which was filled with all kinds of people. The captain was also found.  I talked to the him on which they planned to scape. I told him that I am a close and  old friend of the minister and travelling with him in order to have room in the ship.. Then in the crowd  Hester saw the  hard and dark face of mine. I smiled at her. My smile was carried with a secret and fearful meaning. Dimmesdale was beginning to speak. After a while I sent a message for Hester in the crowd that says I will bring her  mother’s friend to my ship and that she only needs to get herself  and Hester  there. I could bother her by the message of another problem. Then while Hester stood apart her shame, Dimmesdale on the scaffold. As soon as he revealed his sin he started to collapse. I grabbed Dimmesdale by the shoulder and I told him to ignore them, tell them to go away and not to destroy his reputation. And I told him I can still save him! He replied that I was too late and with God’s help he is going to escape from me. I glared at him that there is nowhere  in the world where he could have escaped me, no secret place in the world where he hide, except there in front of everyone, up on that scaffold. When Dimmesdale tore  open his shirt, and every one gasped in shock, I knelt over him, but my face was dull and black. He escaped me! As I told him that he escaped me for good, he told me that I sinned deeply and I need God’s forgiveness. Anyways I successfully did the revenge against my enemy! He died.

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Heter and dimmesdale were getting closer. i can’t belive dimmesdale is  wanted us back, what made him think we were important after all those years. I thoght this man was pretending like he loves us. I did not thought this man realy mean it, because i thought if he meant it why didn’t he walk with us through the town? even thought it was hard for him he did it just to make us happy and himself. i am very proud of my father and i am sure he was proud of his self too. i missed him so much i learned many things from him, even though we have not stayed to long. Dimmesdale is my hero and i am sure to all the town’s people. He is the person that made me the kind of person i am today. after dimmesdale died i felt like i missed my whole life, i grew up with my mother Hester but when Dimmesdale died it seemed to me he has thought me more than Hester. he tought me the biggest lesson and that is selfconfidence, as long as you are always open and corrected your mistakes you will always be forgiven by god and people will respect you, i used this website to learn how important confession is.http://www.openbible.info/topics/confession_of_sinis.http://www.openbible.info/topics/confession_of_sin.http://cecilialart.blogspot.com/2011/03/scarlet-letter.html

i know what my mom did but i need to go with my own way i don’t really want to follow my moms path because i might end up just like my mom. am not that little girl anymore. now am big so i have to decide my own thing. my dad has confess his sins in front of crowd. “Hester had returned, but she returned with out pearl and lived completely alone. no one ever found out what happen of pearl, although Hester receive letters and gifts.”

I came back to the town where the people hated me still I went back to my house outside the town I was still working on sewing. Why did Dimmesdale died in front of me I was not really happy to see Pearl cry when her father died and we will miss him so much. We left town with Pearl and it was long time since I came back to town .only I came back from the forest. I was old and not dress well. I never happy to see the person in the village because they were asking me where is Pearl. I know where Pearl went because I was send her mail every week and I got a lot of gifts because when her father died he had a lot of money left over he said it was Pearl money so Pearl used the money very well, that’s why Pearl still loved me as a good mother. But I know that Pearl had a good life ahead. I was not really happy to  come back to the town because  people still know that I had the big A on me and they think I should have the punishment but I know that will happen. 

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Today is a mermorable day. It is a holiday because of the elections. A new  governor is being elected to take office. I am bubbling over with joy to see Dimmesdale give the sermon in his new found energy ,but this did not change my looks as i stood there in my usual gray clothes. As i stood there,  I saw Chillingworth having a conversation with the captain who would  be taking us on our voyage. After their conversation, the captain approached me saying,” I’m sure you know Dr. Chillingworth planned on traveling with us [Hawthrone 114].” With this, my heart skipped a beat because i don’t know how he got to know about our plan to run away from Boston. There and then, I knew Chillingworth was indeed the devil himself.

After the sermon, the energy Dimmesdale had has vanished. He walked on the scaffold asking Pearl and I to join him. He then confessed his sins in the crowd and collapsed. I was filled with anguish as well as my daughter to see Dimmesadle in this terrible situation so i asked” Will we meet again? Will we be together forever in the afterlife?[Hawthrone 123].” I waas happy and sad about Dimmesdale’s respones. He said, ”I doubt we’ll share eternal happiness together, but  God has proved his memory by what he’s done to me [Hawthrone].” Dimmesdale’s last word to me was ”Frewell. He gave up the ghost afterwards.

Dimmesdale’s death caused the vanishe of my daughter, Pearl and I . When i returned back back to  Boston, I was a changed person . This was because i learnt from my sins, but what I never did was to take my scarlet A off. I became respected and important person in the society. Hence, i was not proud of all that because to me, ”no one marked by sin should be proud or should feel special [Hawthrone 127].”

                  I think that Dimmesdale is the father of the pearl. And I know that Dimmesdale is hiding something from me. He always tech his chest and he never show me his chest what happened to his chest? I am his best friend and I suppose to know everything about him. I have to know why he is worried about himself. Or did he worry about somebody? Hester didn’t talk about anything about me and our relationship before. In the other day Hester and Dimmesdale are meats together in the forest I don’t know why they meet in the forest? The ministers ask Hester about us and our relationship. When they say like that I was smiling and I look at Hester because we cap secret for a long time. When Dimmesdale, Hester and pearl goes to confess there sin in front of everyone I was so mad and I tried to warn Dimmesdale not to go with them, but I am too let. He goes to in scaffold and he asks forgiveness. I wish I want to kill him, and grab him kick hem in front of everybody. He escaped me! “You escaped me, Dimmesdale. Curse you; you have escaped me for good! (122) if you don’t understand the word how I react at that time, this may help you….. http://www.rgbstock.com/photo/mq2z2LU/rage+2  I didn’t do what I want. I fill badly. I didn’t hit my goal and my goal was revenge. http://www.sparknotes.com/lit/scarlet/section13.rhtml

Dimmesdale and I have a secret plan to leave Boston and starter a new life in Europe. I excited about it, but also worry because we don’t want that nobody knew our plan. We decided that Europe would be better for both of us, the weather would be better for Dimmesdale’s health, and my daughter Pearl would be able to go to schools.  Three days after us meeting in the forest, it was Election Day, where my love Dimmesdale give his last sermon to the town. Everything was ready for that day; I have already the tickets to England. My daughter and I watched the procession with interest, later Dimmesdale send me a message with Pearl, were bad news that destroyed all my hope. I stood next to the platform with the red letter burning on my chest, then Dimmedale walked by my side and he turned toward Pearl and I. He finally confess in public our sin, the crowd was in shock, I was worry  because the town  already know  our sin and I don’t know what can happened to us. My love died and my daughter and I stay alone, but we leave the town. Long time ago I come back without Pearl, “Dimmesdale left most of his state to Pearl, the demo’s daughter(as some townspeople had always thought of her) gained a new status and respect in the town”,(pag.125). I became a respected women and important part of the community.

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Hester, DImmesdale and Peral on the Scaffold

I thought everything would run as our plan but that was not what God wanted to happen and I believe God’s way is all the best. I told Dimmesdale that I bought three tickets to Bristol, England. The ship was going to leave tomorrow by passing all the past stories behind. As the escape plan today is the day that Dimmesdale will transfer his minister duty to the new governor. Then tomorrow he is leaving Boston with me and our Pearl. On the day “The excitement and relief Dimmesdale felt caused him to have more energy that he had in many years” (109).  “He was now beginning to speak. The sermon was the most powerful he had ever given. The whole audiences felt the wisdom and beauty of his words” (117). While that was all happening Dimmesdale suddenly stood on the scaffold that I stood before seven years. I shocked why he was doing that after we decided all that. When he stops talking the whole crowed began to speak while my heart was beating very rapidly. Then he reveled all about the red A. People felt ashamed that they never thought the holy man would be in this situation. His entire energetic and happy look turned suddenly. He felt ashamed and also happy that he finally got a chance to confess. Chilingworth tried to blame Dimmesdale but Dimmesdale told that Chillingworth was also a real sinner and that he wished him forgiveness from God. He called me and Pearl. I saw how Pearl missed and wanted her father barely even though it was about to end. She kissed him falling tear in both Pearl’s and Dimmesdale’s eyes. He told me that he took all my sin then he died on my hand. His last word was “Farewell”. After all happened People began to forget about us after all seven years. I don’t even know where Pear is now. I hope she is having a baby with a good father. I sometimes receive trinkets from overseas. I don’t know where it is from. I just hope it might be from Pearl. I mainly enjoy my day reading about God on the following website: http://www.biblegateway.com/. This is my life after all. I don’t doubt it because I believe God did all this for all the best.

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