For the first time ever in many years, I feel relief. For all these years I’ve been living seeking for God’s and people’s forgiveness. I spent my days paying for the terrible sin I committed and trying to do everything I could for being forgiven. I was patient and willing to accept the punishment that I deserve. I lived by myself, with the only company of my little child, far away from everyone. I’ve been walking along the streets aware that everyone was looking and whispering at me, aware that the town’s children don’t want to play with my unlucky Pearl. I fought and prayed the people to let me keep my daughter and don’t take her away from me. I kept a Scarlet A Letter on my chest for all this time and lived under its terrible burden. I kept an important secret, and for this reason I stayed away from my love.

But now it’s time to change. I can’t live like this anymore, I can’t destroy my daughter’s life, and I can’t keep looking at Arthur’s sickness. I decided that I waited enough, and that now is time to live again. If we stay here, nothing will change; Arthur will become sicker and sicker, Chillingworth will destroy our lives, and Pearl and I will continue to live in the shadow. Before I told anything to Arthur, I searched on internet for a not too expensive agency. I found a website that seems affordable and reliable: http://www.mayflower.com/moving/ .

I now that this is the right decision. When I said that to Dimmesdale in the forest I felt free for the first time in seven years! I said to him, “let’s not look back, the past is gone. Let’s throw it away… like this!” (102) and I through the Scarlet Letter away!! I didn’t realize how heavy and sad was to carry it. I was joyful and smiled for the first time to the world, to God. In that moment I could feel a warm ray of sun on my face; it was in that precise moment that I understood I was doing the right thing and God has forgiven me!

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Hi there, its me Hester again. Well a lot of things have had happened lately. Since Chillingworth gave me permission to tell Dimmesdale the truth I went to the forest with Pearl and told him the whole truth, I was kinda scared and nervous to see his reaction, but he needed to know because he’s become way to sick lately. So we decided to leave Boston and head to England, start a new life and be the family we always wanted to. The same day I went to the forest with Dimmesdale I took off my A letter and believe me, it felt so good, for once in a long time I didn’t feel guilty of what I did, it was like I could finally see the light after the tunnel however my daughter Pearl didn’t recognized me without my letter, I had to put it back so she will, “With the letter gone, Hester felt free for the first time in seven years” 103. I can’t wait to leave Boston and be with Pearl and Arthur forever:) I love them so much, and I know Arthur loves us too, even though he is scared of Pearl sometimes because you know she tends to be a little weird sometimes, Pearl likes Arthur too. I will let you know what happens!

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Today I’ll meet with my love Dimmesdale in the forest. I’m anxious to tell Dimmesdale the truth about Chillingworth. But I’m worried about how he will be reacting. I told the truth that Chillingworth is my husband, I was afraid that he had finally lost his mind. After talk about all of that I said to Dimmesdale run away and create a new life in our world of Europe, but he said that he won’t go alone. We decide to forget the past and starter a new life. I take it off the scarlet letter of my chest and threw it out into the woods and I felt different, I felt free for the first time in seven years. I stood up, flung my arms open, and I was suddenly bathed in a warm, bright ray of sun. “The sunlight seemed to change me- I regained my spirit, my energy and my beauty.”(pag.103).My daughter Pearl is upset because I look different, my letter is gone. I picked up the letter and I fastened it back on my chest when I did I was transformed I became sad, dull, older looking gray shadow of a woman and all the light and brightness was gone. I was excited about the plan that Dimmesdale and I have and leave the past and start a life with peace and happiness.

Oh God why are the people  in Boston treating me with contempt because of my sin. Now is a rumor that the Governor want to take Pearl away from me, but she is my only source of happiness. They said they want to take Pearl away because i have no good morals. I have now been surmmoned before the governor and i guess is because of  my daughter. On my  arrival, my daughter was asked some religious questions but was not able to answer them right. This made the governor convinced to take my daughter from me . I then turned to the Reverend Dimmesdale to speak on my behalf because he is my pastor and knows me well. Finally, when he did, i was allowed to keep my daughter.

On way out of the governor’s hall, i met the governor’s sister, Mistress Hibbins who is a witch and will be put to death a few years later. She pulled  me aside saying” come join us deep in the forest tonight. We are holding a ceremony to bring the Blackman to us and i have promised him that you will join our dark party[Hawthorne 65].” Without my daughter, Pearl, i would have been a victim of all these devilish act. I relipied back saying ” Tell satan that I have to stay home with my little girl[Hawthrone 65].”

Now, i can not keep chillingworth’s identity as a secret anymore. I can’t watch him destroy Dimmesdale, but i have to seek his approval first. so i set out to look for chillingworth and found him near the sea collecting herbs. I then told him that am sorry i promised to keep his identity a secret, but i cn’t anymore. This is because he has tormented Dimmesdale  enough just because I kept his secret. After i finished talking, he said” Tell Dimmesdale who i am if you want to. I am done with him[ Hawthrone 89].” With these words, i walked away from Chillingworth.

                                 I am trying to get that man, who has my wife heart. That he kill my filing, and I did not find him until now. First I am popular in the town, but I don’t what’s wrong with the people. They think I am a devil or I am doing the black magic, but I am not my only hope is to get revenge.Nobody knows about me except my ex-wife Hester, and she didn’t say anything about me for the people our secret is saved. Now I and Dimmesdale are closest friends, good friends, and I am his personal doctor. He always gets nervous, and I think he has some secrets. When we are in the hall, pearl and Hester are there. Revered Wilson called pearl and ask her who mad her, but she don’t want to answer that question. So that he wants to take her away from her mother, bet Hester denied that. I am trying to confess Dimmesdale that I would not stop searching until I find the truth. One day Dimmesdale is so weak and tired so that I try to confess him but he change our conversation”Tell me what troubles you. May be I can figure out what is the problem is, if you’ll let me look inside your heart. I can never cure you as long as you hid anything from me.”(Page71). I think he is the father of the pearl. If he is the father I will make him sorry what his done for Hester. https://www.google.com/search?safe=active&biw=1025&bih=468&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=to+find+someone+secretly+cartoon&btng=&surl=1#q=mask&safe=active&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=3KsPxbFKsqjRjM%3A%3BDvPrLJTBMf9B4M%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252F2.bp.blogsp  This website helps u to find the picture. Where did I find it and this is how I look I will have my revenge.For the reading website you can read by http://www.shmoop.com/scarlet-letter/chapter-8-summary.html this website.

  Hi! Everyone is me again, sorry I was away for so long a time, I understand you guys are mad at me for keeping you guys in the dark for a very long time, but I promised myself am going to make it up, and here I am fulling my promise!!!!!. I know you guys have being expecting the old me, (Chillingworth), sorry about that, I have taking a new identity my old me is gone now.

      Meet my new me, (Perry)!!!!!! . I know right? I went to pick another character which has now turned up to be a ladies name. But never mind, I chose this character because It has a very special and important role in the novel am reading,( the Scarlet Letter ) of course. When people in my town see me around, they think am a cursed child, others say; “I was evil”. People also believed that; “my mother (Hester) would never be able to turn her life around if she were rising and living with a servant of the devil (which is me), (chapter Seven), (pg. 56). Hmmm, isn’t that ridiculous for a little girl like me to be the daughter of the devil? But I don’t really blame them for their evil words against me. If it was not for my mom who had disgraced and brought shame to herself I wouldn’t be classified like that.

        Am a very gentle and mad girl, I sometimes get irritated by mothers actions sometimes. There was a time I asked her why she was wear a letter “A”. This particular letter was decorated in red and my mom always carries with on her every time, I have never seen her taking it off. I got curious one day and ask her what it meant; “why do you wear the A, mother? I know it has something to with why the minister always keeps his hand over his heart”. But my mom refused to tell me what the A she carries around with her meant. She sometimes gave me a different answer but I wasn’t fooled by those her thermo logical answers. See I was smart at that very young age ( I was 5 years old then.)

      Till this day nobody really know the truth about me “ if am a blessing or a curse to my mom”. And they will never have a clue only God knows…..

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Everything was ready now. A group of Native Americans and sailors from the ship were going to take Dimmesdale and I to Europe. As I waited at the market place, Pearl approaches to me and says that the ship needs a doctor and that Chillingworth has volunteered, then I catch Chillingworth looking at me and smiling. I try to ignore him and pay attention to Dimmesdale. While he gives his speech for the Election Day Sermon, the townspeople have not forgotten about the Scarlet Letter and stare at me. When Dimmesdale is done, the townspeople feel very inspired by his speech; the way he focused on the relationship between God and mankind, seemed pretty clear for the townspeople. As the people move down to the Town Hall for the dinner, Dimmesdale looks at me and as we make eye contact he calls me and Pearl. I knew then he was going to confess, he was going to let the town know that he was the father of my Pearl, and that we loved each other. As we step on the scaffold, he gets the attention of the town, he then says “…behold me here, the one sinner of the world!” (pg. 199). You’re able to hear everyone talk about us and the minister, but something the townspeople were not expecting and neither was I, was when Dimmesdale took off his clothing; and there stood a red mark on his chest. He spoke again and said “Stand any here that question God’s judgment on a sinner!  Behold!  Behold, a dreadful witness of it!” (Pg.199) then he slowly fell on the ground; I reached to him and had him against me. I was admiring every single word that came out of his mouth because he was brave enough to confess in front of everyone, those people who were inspired by him; “may God forgive thee!” (Pg. 200) said the minister. Then my little Pearl came up to him and kissed his lips, having my last chance to stare at him in the eyes, I asked him if we were going to spend our afterlives together, but he said that it is up to God to decide that; with nothing less to say his soul left, and so did I. It has been a year and Pearl and I have moved to a different place, I decided to leave Boston due to the many painful memories I had. my beloved minister will always remain in my heart and I hope to see him again in the afterlife.

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Hi guys, I am you reverend Dimmesdale. In these last four days, I feel  so sick. Fortunately, I live together with my doctor Chillingworth. Chillingworth has been in the town for a while. He is a nice doctor and we used to discuss about some issues concerning some of my congregation that will mention later on.

In these couple days, I feel so sick. I don’t really know what hurts me, but I sometimes feel tired, nervous, and weary. Chilling worth takes of me. He gives me some medicines. He uses his magical method which a leech that sucks out the viruses and microbes out of my body. His treatment does not succeeds, my health is getting worse. One day, Chillingworth and I were discussing about pearl, the Hester’s daughter. Pearl has a strange behavior. Chillingworth wonders about the kind of she is, she does not even know the right from the wrong. In additional, Hester does not raise her as a good Christian. For example, reverend Wilson questions Pearl said, “Little Pearl who made you?” (p 62) Pearl was unable to answer this question. This quotation tells Dimmesdale and Wilson that Pearl has not been taught religion by Hester. We decide to take her away from her Hester but she refuses.

Chillingworth cares more about me. He puts his arm around me, and said, “ Your health is getting worse. I feel you shivering. Do you have a fever?” This quotation makes Dimmesdale to think that Chillingworth really cares about him. Chillingworth wonders why my health is getting worse after this treatment he gives to me. For example, “Dimmesdale, old friend , in your experience as a minister, have you been able to figure out why some men refuse to confess their sins?…” (p 70). Based on this quotation, Chillingworth wants to know Dimmesdale’s secret. I was able to answer Chillingworth’s question, but he exaggerates talking about this point. I finally realize that he wants something from me. Perhaps, he wants to listen to my secret. When I change the subject, I see Chillingworth’s attitude changes. I feel like he wants to hold my neck to kill me, but he cannot figure out what my secret is or what my health problem really is. I know what hurt me which are heart, soul’s problem. I search to know can keep my secret confident and I find this site (http://123helpme.com/view.asp?id=16948).

MEDICAL REPORT

The patient, Hester, exhibits problems of keeping secret about Pearl and Dimmesdale. She regrets about her sin that she did before. She is unhappy (sad) about the response she faced from the Society. She feels loneliness for being unaccepted by her society. No one trust her so that she lost her confidence.

It is my professional opinion that she doesn’t want to reveal the secret behind her secret lover and her that she committed adultery. No one respect her in the society because she committed adultery. “ She found her place in society by cheerfully and tirelessly giving help to the sick,….”page 83. She worried about her little daughter because she couldn’t stop asking her about the scarlet letter A, but she doesn’t want to tell her. She lost her happiness because she married for the one that she did not love.

Some physical symptoms noted include She wore a cloth having letter A. Emotionally luck of self-esteem that she doesn’t feel good about herself. She is sad about her life challenge. Spiritually she has committed sin and afraid to be with others those who know what she committed. “ … It occurred to Hester that after so many years of doing the Devil’s work , ….” . She did not want to reveal her sin.

These problems would have avoided if Hester would haven’t committed adultery against her husband. She should haven’t married to Chilling Worth, “…release me from my promise to you….” Page89. The problems might not occur if she would have married to the man (Demmsdale) who she loves. If she had respected the law she would haven’t face those problems. She would have changed the place where she lived.

In order to solve these problems ( to treat this disease) Hester should reveal the secret behind her sin and confess to God. This will give her peace of mind, and gives her little daughter, Pearl , a father. In order to bring her confidence and joy Hester should confess her sin.