“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist.” He used to be a quiet, shy person; He never tells his feeling to anyone even his best friends. He was optimistic person, when he said those words, I was surpurised. He was so desperate even thought about to give up his life. This was his first time to showed his sadness. I can visualize that he had kinda bad period about it, like he didn’t really want to do anything even didn’t want to talk anybody.