Fear
Fear of losing
Fear of not being good enough
Fear of failure
Still…
Not being able to overcome it
Hands sweating and shaking furiously
Bitter taste in my mouth
People laughing
Laughing at me
Because i’m a failure
Trying to find that small ounce of courage inside me
The courage to stand tall and face that monster
Still searching
But not found
So i stay…
Hidden in the corner
Doubting my every move
Ready to leap into the light
Waiting for that right moment
but for now
I stay…