Courage High, up

COURAGE,
High Up

I’ve had a terrible fear of heights my entire life. It’ll, sometimes, stop me from experiencing some really enjoyable things. My friends and family constantly tell me there’s nothing to be afraid of but, it doesn’t change anything, I still won’t go on roller coasters, tall buildings or anything to high.
One day, my family was visiting Paris. We had gone to The Louvre, Notre Dame and, The Catacombs. I was ready to head home but, my mom wanted to see The Eiffel Tower since she had always wanted to. We started walking over but, the closer we got, the scareder I got. I had heard the Tower was extremely tall but, it looked like it was billions of miles high. We entered the huge line for the elevator to go up. I was almost trembling with fear. My dad noticed I my fear. “Hey, if you don’t want to go, we don’t have to.” I hated being an inconvenience so, I said I was fine. My Dad knew I was lying. “Listen,” He said looking me in the eyes, “I’d like you to go up, at least to the 1st floor. If you want to come back down, We will but, I want you to give it a chance, Okay?” I really didn’t want to but, I wasn’t about to be rude now, not after my family had taken me here. I agreed to do it.

As we reached the front of the line, I started to worry. Even the first floor is EXTREMELY high up but, atleast we weren’t going to the top. We climbed onto the elevator and it took us up to the 1st floor. When the doors opened, I weakly walked out, feeling a bit nauseous. I walked over to the side to look at the view. When I looked over, I didn’t get the usual sick feeling I get when I did that. Actually, the view was really nice, I stayed awhile and looked for our hotel. After a couple minutes, My parents came over. “Alright, we had our fun. Ready to head down?” They said
“Well, if you guys want to go one more level, I’m okay with that.” I said smiling. They looked at each other and grinned. “Well,” My mom said. “We don’t want to waste our tickets now, do we?”

Macabre Dreams

They know what I’m afraid of.

I can see a disturbed face.

It shines through darkness.

It gives me chills.

As my eyes adapt to the dark.

I see each bump on my arms.

Strange noises come to my ears rapidly

Like a child crawling for candy.

It’s their anthem.

But it isn’t the normal beautiful type of anthem.

The rhythm has weird noises, like a broken cello when played.

A rocking chair moves along, it is their lord.

Their director.

My mouth is drying.

I can feel cracks opening inside of my mouth.

Something is getting closer and closer to me.

Each second is turning into minutes.

I feel like hours have passed.

All my mind can do is think.

Think about what is coming to me.

A vigorous smell comes inside my nostrils.

From there I can feel it moving up my brain.

The scent is tiring me

But I have to be strong.

Trying to look for the closest exit.

Walking around is my best chance.

Though it is very hard..

So I walk touching the furniture.

I touch something.

It almost burns me.

I am so terrified

There is no more blood in my veins.

Only the venom of fear.

Running for my life, I trip on something.

Waking up, I am sobbing.

But then I remember.

This was just a dream.

A memory that reminds of the time I had this fear.

Alone and Afraid

Isaac

I don’t fear tomorrow

The dark no longer scares me

The darkness

A shark swimming in my head;

A shark trying to scare me

Although, I still have fear inside me

 

What I fear is not on paper

No words can explain it

My fears seem to be infinite

This world can take me down

 

What I fear is much deeper

It isn’t cold or hot

What makes me complain

Is the fear of losing everything

 

It’s the fear of fear itself

That makes me fear at night

The fear of fear itself

That gives me nightmares at night

 

The fear of going away

Leaving myself inside

Is what makes me so afraid that I have to hide

I Wonder

Nick

 

What’s out there

I wonder

Deep down, dark and dank

Drawing for me a blank

 

What’s out there

Nothing to be seen

Don’t know what to expect

What does it all mean

 

What’s out there

Giving me no clue

What do I do

It’s covering the blue

 

What’s out there

What I don’t know scares me

Forcing me to believe

There’s something there to beware

 

What’s out there

The darkness looks down on me

It’s dark eyes like colorless balls of light

Lighting up my fear as I sleep every night.
Whats out there?

#Webelieve

Falsity

Falsity

 

faces

faces

so many faces

faces

like resin

hard

and

cold

 

hungry

heartless

feasting on gossip

spreading it around

like evil jam

on a sandwich

 

sly words

left and right

will you give in

or continue to fight

it’s all a game

which side are you on

are you a player

or are you a pawn

 

false faces

sculpted faces

caring on the outside faces

they can manipulate you

without any traces

 

By Lily

Do I Speak

Up in front of all of your friends

All your friends staring at you,

Worried about what they think,

All your friends thinking about your presentation

Up in front of your enemies

Laughing at you

when you mess up,

judging you,

Talking about you,

Up in front of all your teachers

Looking at you,

Thinking about you,

Grading you,

Having the power,

Up in front of everyone

staring at you,

judging you,

only thinking about you,

Then you finish.

And you become one of the people

Unless You Think About It

It’s a way of life,

the darkness always comes,

it is sent from heaven straight above.

don’t be scared,

don’t fret,

it’s not real,

unless you think about it.

Overpowering you,

thinking about it more and more,

you start to feel it hover over you like a plane,

consuming your state of mind until you fall to the floor,

begging the dark angel not to kiss you to sleep,

never waking up again you raise to your feet.

Is it just space, or on top of a cloud,

are you going to meet God,

or go straight down?

Your friends and family miss you,

you have nothing to do,

you don’t even notice they start to forget about you.

Don’t be scared,

don’t fret,

the darkness doesn’t consume you,

unless you think about it.

By: Olivia